My mom's still in the hospital, but she's been out of the ICU for about a week and might get to go home in a few days.
My scale is broken. I can get a new one on Tuesday. I haven't weighed myself since I've been home.
I was cast in a duet to be performed in the middle of winter in which the costumes are briefs and a sports bra. So that's kind of dire.
My 21st is in 10 days and I'm still fat as fuck. So that sucks.
I'll be posting here a lot more now. My schedule has finally normalized, which means I can get back into old habits.
Ate way too much today.
Breakfast: black coffee.
Ran auditions for a new dance company, but that really wasn't hard.
Lunch (1 pm): Black bean burger on bread with hummus, lettuce, tomato. Steamed green beans, beets, and tofu. Another (small) piece of bread with peanut butter.
Dinner (6 pm): Garden vegetable soup and tortilla chips with hummus.
Shouldn't have had dinner. Going to the gym in an hour, though.
Going to the gym again tomorrow morning. Then the plan is breakfast (oats, peanut butter, and fruit) and then a cup of black beans and some fruit throughout the day. I have a class and two dance classes, a two-hour rehearsal, and then I teach two more dance classes in the evening, so eating a bit throughout the day is both a) necessary and b) not the absolute worst.
I swear I'll catch up on all of your lovely blogs.
Stay strong, lovelies. <3
I'm glad to hear your mum's on the mend. I've been keeping you in my thoughts. I'm sure it's been a hard time for your whole family.
ReplyDeleteDancing around in your undies in the middle of winter?! That's crazy. Hopefully it's an indoor venue with good heating!
Birthdays are worse than Christmas with the "I'm STILL this fat?!" thinking. It's like it forces us to look back on the past year and what progress we've made, or not made.
Glad to see you're back. Take care hun *hugs* xx
i'm glad to hear your mum might be going home.
ReplyDeletehot. briefs and a sports bra. can you please show me this can you forget winter - you'd be so hot you'd warm the wind and the snow
your 21st is in 10 days and you are going to go out and bloody enjoying it. shhhhhhhhhhhh. <3
duuuude that is such an okay amount. hush. hush now.
i wish i had your diet. instead, i eat cake.
do take care of yourself though! don't overdo it! you're pushing those huge long dance rehearsals. you better be feeding yourself properly -
-Sam Lupin