I've been trying really hard recently to pretend that I'm a normal, functional person. Eating, going to the gym, only weighing myself every few days (135.2: only a 2 pound gain in two weeks of being "normal").
Here's a short list of things that normal people don't do:
Leave ballet class in tears because they caught sight of themselves in the mirror and can't be in their bodies anymore and then skip class to b/p.
Whoops.
only a 2lbs in 2 weeks of normal eating is astounding.
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that's so sad.
i hope you feel better now.
-Sam Lupin
Trying to engage in "normal" eating behaviours is hard and a slow process. Of course there are going to be times where you take a step back, and it will take a while of behaving differently before your thoughts change. Plus, I'm pretty sure a lot of people have times where they catch sight of themselves and don't like what they see. But ultimately you are beautiful, you are doing really well <3 xx
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