Thursday, December 18, 2014

No Numbers

Why was everything so much easier last week?
(I KNOW the answer.)
B/P three times in the last two days. Fuck this shit.

What worked, even if it was just for a week, was not counting. No counting, but 80% of my diet consisted of fruits and vegetables. The other 20% was tofu, lentils, wild rice, and nuts. I was losing weight. Not quickly, but a little.
I need to do that. Apples and clementines and spinach and red peppers and all the delicious things that I love. Water and tea and perfection.
It will be good.
It will be beautiful.
I will be beautiful.

3 comments:

  1. Hey lovely! It's good to see you back around. How've you been? I've missed your posts.
    It's weird, but I find it less stressful to focus more on just eating little and not so much on the calorie count. Slow and steady wins the race and all that.

    <3
    xxxx

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  2. oh no, sweetie. bad Dancer. i'm sad that you have b/ped and whatnot. it just sounds sucky.
    yes. don't count. don't count, sweeeeeetie <3
    you are beautiful. you always will be to me.

    -Sam Lupin

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  3. I hope your New Year was good and I hope your auditions go well. Keep hanging in there. It's good to hear from you again
    <3 Lee

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