Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Mantra of the Moment

If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey and potentially GET Ailey and get to spend the summer in NYC (haha, like I can afford that anyway) and potentially do their professional program from that and potentially get invited to audition for the actual company.
If I b/p, all of that is taken away.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I'm just fucking myself over.
If I b/p, I'm destroying my dream.
If I b/p, there is no possibility. There is just no.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.
If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.

(Would I actually follow through with that? Like, really? Would I? Would I take away my own future because I b/p?)
(I have to believe that I would, because otherwise, peace out, fast. Peace out, almost 3-days-purge-free.)

If I b/p, I don't get to audition for Ailey.

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