I control my life.
I control my body.
I control my weight.
Fuck recovery. Fuck "be happy with your body." Fuck "relax." Fuck "don't obsess."
I'm back, bitches.
143.5 this morning.
7 days until I'm at a dance festival.
137 when I get there. Don't care, it'll happen.
I. Control. My. Own. Destiny.